My Future

I'm gonna quit my study...i will accept the Consultants requested to take me as thier Draftman and Properties Management...because i can't study that i don't wanna be? I don't wanna sit in the Factory or in the compound? I want my REAL JOB! I wanna sit in the OFFICE, Work At Sites! I know where is my Place?!

First...
     A Consultant from Rawang.  I'd called this Consultant to asked about thier Vacancy there, then they REALLY-REALLY A Needs Draftman.  The Consultant  ask me to send my resume, after i'd sended it they said they like my resume.  They were asked me to email my Certificate Of Study, but i haven't send it yet, because The Consultant said they really wanna take me as thier worker as A Draftman. (the place was to far)

Second...
     A Consultant from Oil And Gas Company. I'd call, The Boss Is Chinese. He's a man. Such a Cool Boss!? He asked me to do the same thing. Send my resume. I've sended it, and he said he like my resume too. He asked me to work at his Oil And Gas Company, "i will pay you with a big cash" he said so with laughing. he's joking he said. He is cool isn't it? but i'm not sure yet. He asked me "did u asked the same job to other consultant?" and i said "no." It's not good for lying but for this it's SUNAT okay.But he wanted me to send the email again. I don't know why?? But I'll resend the email again.

Lastly...
     I've met A Lady. She is a Model, A Boss of  Celcom Marketing and she have a Consultant Company?! She is a Consultant For Properties!? She's still young! still single!? and She's very beautiful! What can i say? A Model yall! I'd told her my story about searching a job as A Draftman. Suddenly she said she can find me the job. I'm kinda shocked that time!!? I asked her, "how??". She answered "work at my dad's company." I'll contact her later to talk about this job.

I WILL DO THE BEST FOR MY FUTURE BABY!

I WON'T LET YOU DOWN!

I LOVE YOU BABY!

Chance

EVERYONE DESERVE TO GET A SECOND CHANCE...

C.I.N.T.A

Apa Yang Anda Tahu Tentang Cinta?

- Ada yang berkata CINTA ni memerlukan pasangan yang berduit, handsome, hot, and many more.

- Ada  yang kata CINTA ni memerlukan pengorbanan. Tapi adakah Mereka tahu pengorbanan yang macam mana yang mereka perlukan di dalam setiap PERCINTAAN?

CINTA BUKAN DI BIBIR SAHAJA, MELUAHKAN KATA, MENABUR JANJI, AKHIRNYA MENYEPI DAN MATI BEGITU SAHAJA SESEBUAH PERCINTAAN ITU  SETELAH JAUH BERSAMA-SAMA MENEMPUH DUGAAN DUNIA.

Pada saya sebuah CINTA memerlukan 3 perkara yang pada saya 3 PERKARA ini lah yang penting di dalam sebuah percintaan.

SEBENARNYA PADA SAYA CINTA YANG LUHUR MEMERLUKAN

PENGORBANAN, KESETIAAN DAN DEDIKASI.

BARULAH SESUATU PASANGAN ITU AKAN MENEMUI CINTA YANG LUHUR SESAMA PASANGAN MEREKA JIKA MEREKA TAHU APA ITU CINTA.

SAYANGKU....

WALAUPUN KITA JAUH, TETAPI KITA PERLU MELAKUKAN 3 PERKARA DIATAS UNTUK KEKAL BERSAMA DAN BAHAGIA BERSAMA TANPA ADA PERASAAN CURIGA DIANTARA KITA.

I LOVE YOU SAYANG

Kinda Proud A Bit + Jelousy!

   Petang tadi pergi ke Taman di seksyen 18 Shah Alam bersebelahan dengan kolej budak-budak uitm. Pergi ke taman ni dengan bersahaja untuk bermain bola sepak. Bawa sekali dengan bola, pump, handphone, and hairband. Kasut futsal yang saya pakai untuk petang tadi Total 90 Accuracy.

   Saya terfikir pula untuk training so, saya training passing, shooting, heading, dribbling, (Touch) lastly accuracy. All Boys at the park actracted to me, because of my Touch, skill, speed, agility and accuracy. They all invited me to play with them, but i refused it. I just came to training, i'd said so.

   Jam kat handphone saya menunjukkan pukul 19:15. Saya ambil keputusan untuk balik ke rumah. Mereka semua tadi invited saya untuk datang lagi esok bermain dengan mereka pula, saya memberi jawapan "tengok la dulu cmne." mereka semua mengangkat tangan menunjukkan tanda mereka Respect pada saya.

   Kemudian dalam perjalanan saya ke motor Elegant Ayah saya yang saya naiki tadi untuk ke taman ini, 3 orang lelaki(budak-budak kolej uitm) datang kepada saya dan bertanyakan kepada saya, Dialog kami begini...

Guy1 : "Bro!"

Bee   : (looked at my back to see whose calling me)

Guy1 : "Bro duk mane bro?"

Bee   : "Saya duk 17 je."

Guy2 : "Datang sini naik ape?"

Bee   : "Naik moto, nape?"

Guy1 : "Bro biase main bola ke?"

Bee   : "Takde la biase skang ni, ni nak start balik."

Guy3 : "Kitorang tengok abang main tadi laju je kan tu yang kitorang nak tanye tu..."

Guy1 : "Kitorang ajak bro main skali dengan kitorang tadi nape tak nak join?"

Bee   : "tak nak lah, saya tak power macam korang. Ni pon baru nak start main balik."

Guy3 : "Abang cakap da lame tak main, tapi kitorang tengok abang power je?laju main skill sume kan"

Bee   : "Takde lah, saje-saje je main tadi, tadi pon nak training la pe yang patut.(Laughing)"

Guy1 : "Bro, main futsal tak?"

Bee   : "saya main..sesiape yang main bola padang mesti main futsal jugak.."

Guy1 : "Setiap Jumaat malam kitorang ada main futsal. Boleh la join?"

Bee   : "Jumaat malam?alamak...tak boleh la..sebab setiap jumaat malam saya ada futsal jugak..main dengan
            budak-budak club bola saya."

Guy3 : "Abang ada club?"

Bee   : "yea,saya main under club."

Guy1 : "Dah main dengan club ni,mesti power bro ni kan..."

Bee   : "Takde lah, dalam club tu ramai lagi yang power..tapi yang paling laju saya lah.(bangga)"

Guy2 : "Bro ade number phone?nanti kitorang nak main ke pape hal ke, lepak ke kitorang bley
            calling-calling."

Bee   : "Ade..."

Guy2 : "Bagi la bro."

Bee   : (I gave them my phone number)

Guy1 : "Ok la bro,sorry la kaco bro nak balik ni."

Bee   : "Ok takpe-takpe. Papehal calling je la."

Guy3 : "Ok bang."

(mereka bersalaman bersama saya)

Time saya on the way to motor, saya ada ternampak seorang perempuan ni. Memang CUN! TERBAIK DARI LADANG!MATAP! DARI ATAS KE BAWAH! SUSUK TUBUH DIA PERGGHHH..!

Tapi alahai....... Boyfriend dia sumpah sakai!? Harapkan kereta je la MYVI! (kereta dia ke?)

Saya terus call AMOY SAYA...
Dan melepaskan perasaan Rindu dan saya menceritakan apa yang baru saya nampak tadi.

DUNIA SEKARANG SEMUANYA DUIT!!???

Mine!

NURUL NORNASHUHA

06 JUNE 2011

Changed Our Day For Date For Someone Else!

She just changed our day for date!
What the hell she think she's doing?!

She said 'ade hal,ade hal'

"perempuan ni kalo sesuatu tu atau seseorang tu tak penting pada dia,dia takkan sanggup BUAT SESUATU untuk mendapatkannya atau bersamanya!"


'Maksudnya,Orang Yang Dia Nak Jumpa Pada Hari Yang Sepatutnya Aku Dan Dia Bersama Meluangkan Masa Bersama, Sekarang Dah Bertukar Kepada Hari Sial Dan Terus Sial Ni Adalah Orang Yang Penting!?'


Aku Sakit Bodoh!
Aku Orang Yang Paling Sakit Diantara Semua!

!@#$%^&*+`!!!

She'll Hurting Me Until Death Seek Me??!!

SAKIT SANGAT!

SAYA TIDAK TAHU BAGAIMANA MAHU PERKATAKAN LAGI BETAPA SAKITNYA HATI DAN PERASAAN SAYA!!!!

DIA PERMAINKAN SAYA!
DIA PERGUNAKAN SAYA!
DIA APA LAGI SAYA TIDAK FAHAM!!!
DI TIPU SAYA!
DEMI KEPENTINGAN DIA!

SAYA SAKIT!!
DIA TIDAK AMBIL KISAH SIKIT PUN!!
DI MANA SAYA PADA DIA?!!

DIA LEBIH KISAHKAN TEMAN-TEMAN LELAKI DIA!
SAYA SAKIT SANGAT!!!

DIA TIDAK PERNAH TAHU BETAPA IKHLASNYA SAYA PADA DIA!?
DIA TIDAK PERNAH MAHU AMBIL TAHU PUN!?
SAYA SAKIT LAH  #%$?*@!+*!!!
TAK FAHAM KAH?!
TAK PEDULI?!

!@#$%^&*!!!!!

S!!!

I'm The Strongest Guy I Think?

8 Days Already I haven't Eat Anything!

That's Why I'm Telling You That I'm The Strongest Guy!?
Hahaha...I Know, You Must Saying That I'm The Most Stupid Person In This World Among The Stupids...!!!?

'Tapi Kenapa Saya Buat Begini?tidakkah Anda Terfikirkan Soalan Ini?'
'Saya Tiada Niat Untuk Buat Sebegini Rupa Pada Diri Saya Sendiri!?Tetapi Ia Terjadi Dengan Sendirinya!?'
(Orang Tua-Tua Kata Susah Hati)

'Saya Sudah Hilang Berat Badan Yang Amatlah Banyak!!?'
'Tetapi Dia Masih Lagi Permainkan Saya Dalam Diam...'
Bak Kata Pepatah 'Umpama Menarik Rambut Dalam Tepung'
'Saya Sangat Sakit!!!' ' Tetapi Dia Takkan Hiraukan Saya Sebagaimana Dia Menghirau Dan Risaukan Teman-Temannya!!!!!(LELAKI)'

'Saya Dapat Tahu Kerana Dia Sedang Sibuk Bermesej!?'
'Tetapi Mesej Dari Saya HARAM JADAH Dia Nak Balas!?'

'Semasa Saya Talifon Dia Pon Saya Terdengar Bunyi Ada Mesej Yang Baru Masuk!'
'Padahal, Saya Sudah Mesej Dia Banyak Kali!!'
'Dan Dia Memberi Alasan Sibuk Membuat Kerja(Assignment)!'
'Tetapi Boleh Bermesej Dengan LELAKI Lain?!' "Hell Yeah!"

'Kecewa....Sangat Kecewa...Dia Permainkan Saya...Sedangkan Saya Tidak Pernah Sekali Pun Permainkan Dia!!!???'
'SIKIT PUN TIDAK PERNAH!'

'APAKAN LAGI BERNIAT?!'

'TIDAK SAMA SEKALI!!!'

S!

This Love Will Always Keep Flowing In My Blood

I LOVE YOU HONEY...

NO MATTER WHAT!

I WILL KEEP YOU/'RE IN SAFE!

I WILL REVANGE TO WHO THE ONE WHICH IS TRYING TO SEPARATED US!

SOON....

I LOVE YOU HONEY.....

AND I MISS YOU.....

DAMN MUCH!

OVER LIMIT!!!

EVERYTHING IS OVER???

Getting Far

She Never Wake Me Up Every Morning Like Usual,

She Never Cares About Me Anymore Like Usual,

She Never Cares When I'd Not Calling Or Messaging Her Like Usual,

Hard To Do And Say Everything To Me Like Usual,

She Ignored me Now,

Please Honey...

I Need You,

I Love The Way You Treat Me Honey,

Everytime And Everywhere Always Me!

Don't Get Away From Me...

I Love You And No One Can Took Your Place Inside Of My Heart.

Before This A love Inside My heart,

Just Get Easy Come and Easy Go,

Only You!

Only You The Girl Who Stayed In My Heart!

That Can't Break My Heart...

I Love You Honey...

Come back To me...

I'm Begging On You Sweetheart...

The Only Love That Stayed...

Suraya Binti Zana Abidin (Suraya KZA)

With Love...

-Bee Zect-

This Song is Just Right For You Honey...

Easy come, easy go

That's just how you live, oh

Take, take, take it all,

But you never give

Should of known you was trouble from the first kiss,

Why were they open?

Gave you all I had

And you tossed it in the trash

You tossed it in the trash, you did

To give me all your love is all I ever asked,

Cause what you don't understand is

I’d catch a grenade for you

Throw my hand on a blade for you

I’d jump in front of a train for you 

You know I'd do anything for you

I would go through all this pain,

Take a bullet straight through my brain,

Yes, I would die for ya baby;

But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no

Black, black, black and blue beat me till I'm numb

Tell the devil I said “hey” when you get back to where you're from

Mad woman, bad woman,

That's just what you are, yeah,

You’ll smile in my face then rip the breaks out my car

Gave you all I had

And you tossed it in the trash

You tossed it in the trash, yes you did

To give me all your love is all I ever asked

Cause what you don't understand is

I’d catch a grenade for you 

Throw my hand on a blade for you

I’d jump in front of a train for you

You know I'd do anything for you

I would go through all this pain,

Take a bullet straight through my brain,

Yes, I would die for ya baby;

But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire, ooh

You’ d watch me burn down in flames

You said you loved me you're a liar

Cause you never, ever, ever did baby...

But darling I’ll still catch a grenade for you

Throw my hand on a blade for you

I’d jump in front of a train for you

You know I'd do anything for you

I would go through all this pain,

Take a bullet straight through my brain,

Yes, I would die for ya baby;

But you won't do the same.

No, you won’t do the same,

You wouldn’t do the same,

Ooh, you’ll never do the same,

No, no, no, no