In my count, its been an half of the year we were together in loved...
Suraya Binti Zana Abidin(Suraya KZA) -LOVE- BeeZect
But so sad it was not what did i thought so..
We've.............get argue and i'd did a lot of mistakes that hurted her so much!pity her...
But i'd realise that she loved me so much..more than ever.but i'd waste it..
i'd really-really regret what i did to her..
I'd try and did everything that i could to get her back...
But she have fall in love with my own best friend which is like brothers!
very close..but after they get connected...
I lost my best and close friend until now...
I'm trying and trying and trying..keep trying to get my PRECIOUS GIRL back!
even she have CHANGE A LOT!
I crushed my wardrobe(Kayu Jati) and wall!
Its like an Evil have entered my body to do so!!
For the first time after i did it,i'd get shocked!
My hand haha..suck very-very sick!BLOODY HAND!
and my hand turned to blue...at my joint.
For me its nothing even i get hurted!
because i loved her...it sounds stupid,but u will do so if u are at my place..
but after that i understand that anyone can break a wall if they have their own vision!like what i did...
So sick until now! (i could break my hand)
(can't upload my crush wardrobe and the wall)
I told her that i want to place soccer at skate park at Seksyen 18 Shah Alam...
i went there..place soccer,snap couple of pictures and 1 from the 2 pictures that i think the best.i' sent to her...ONLY to her...
(HARD TO BREAK MY HEART EVEN SHE DID A LOT OF THINGS THAT CAN MAKES A GUY FEEL WANNA KILL HER IF A GUY GET WHAT I GOT!)
I went to the park with my dad's motorcyle Modenas Elegant...(heavy and big)
at night my credit was finished!after i called her and messaged her.then i check my pocket to topping my credit..
suddenly the toppup lost!
Maybe i left the topup when i take the motorcyle key from the pocket which is the topup was in the same pocket with the motorcyle key.
I don't even think about safety the thing is HER...SURAYA...
at the roundnabourt a ICE lorry changing lane without permission!(FUCK THAT LORRY!)
and i'd touched the back lamp of the lorry...
hopefully no the back of the lorry...
For All Of You...For Information It's My Third Times i'd Excidented For This Month! (MAY)
but i don't care!i'd pressed to full press to reached at the park to see weither the topup is there or not...
when i arrieved,i'm searching at the parking...(Lost Of Cool)
then i just topping up my credit..after i'd topup i'd call her to tell her this story...
AND SUDDENDLY THE THING THAT SHE NEVER DID BEFORE!
-AT THE SKATE PARK 23:00-
BeeZect : hello..hubby de cite nak cite nih!(tired)
Suraya : hello..B kat lua lagi eh?B de kat lua lagi ke skarang?
BeeZext : yea...nape?ni ade bende nak cite ni.(she cut my words)
Suraya : kat lua kan?bley tolong topupkan x?nnt ganti balek...(i don't care u want to pay it back or not?!)
BeeZect : tak sure la..sebab duit dalam pocket ni de bape je..(i'm out in rush!)
Suraya : ala....benci la macam ni!urgent nak pakai ni!
BeeZect : urgent nape?nak call sape?(curious!)
Suraya : ...............nak call....urgent la nak pakai!(why silence at the first)
BeeZect : nanti lah..hubby(wanted to call) balek amek duit dulu...
Suraya : topupkan tau rm5..!
BeeZect : ye lah..nanti da dapat topup bagi tau! (mesti nak call ********* ********** dia **** ****!!!)
(talking inside)
With a CRUSHED HEART i'd go to the shop to buy her a rm5 topup...
